{"id":426,"date":"2007-05-05T23:56:15","date_gmt":"2007-05-05T23:56:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/steve.cooleysekula.net\/taomph\/?p=426"},"modified":"2007-05-05T23:56:15","modified_gmt":"2007-05-05T23:56:15","slug":"test-69","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/steve.cooleysekula.net\/blog\/2007\/05\/05\/test-69\/","title":{"rendered":"Working too hard?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s summer conference season again. For a lot of us on BaBar, that means a lot of sacrifice. The data keeps coming, and lots of results come with it. A consequence of the &#8220;distracting&#8221; events in Europe is that fewer people seem to be feeling more of the load than ever before. The LHC is wonderful &#8211; don&#8217;t misunderstand me &#8211; but there are only a limited number of particle physicists to go around and other experiments are bound to feel the pinch. BaBar is no exception, I suspect.<\/p>\n<p>This past week, I got to the office and found a voicemail on my desk phone. It was from a student I work with, and was in regards to a meeting that I had&nbsp; canceled due to my work load. &#8220;I&#8217;m worried about you,&#8221; they simply said, &#8220;I think you&#8217;re working too hard.&#8221; Talk about a cold bucket of reality tossed on a situation. When a graduate student expresses concern that you&#8217;re working too hard, you are working too hard.<\/p>\n<p>Jodi&#8217;s noticed it, too. She thought the current long snap of working til midnight would last just a few weeks, but when I told her that some of this may last through August, she got worried. I&#8217;m worried, too. I don&#8217;t like getting e-mails on Friday evenings asking me why I didn&#8217;t turn in that thing I promise, either. I also don&#8217;t like feeling obliged to do them. But sometimes those things are important and steal your weekend away from you. Particle physics experiments on limited budgets and time scales don&#8217;t run themselves.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"wp-content\/uploads\/worth.jpg\">On the other hand, this past week Jodi and I indulged our subversive sides and purchased a few coffee mugs from <a href=\"http:\/\/www.despair.com\">www.despair.com<\/a>. Despair.com makes anti-inspirational posters, such as &#8220;Worth: just because you&#8217;re necessary doesn&#8217;t mean you&#8217;re important.&#8221; The backdrop to these sage words of advice (critical for anybody on a large collaboration like BaBar) was a series of interlocking gears all turning in step. Another mug we purchased simply read, &#8220;Quality: The race for quality has no finish line, so technically it&#8217;s more like a death march.&#8221; These are funny, but they are also excellent reminders to all of us on large experiments.<\/p>\n<p>Don&#8217;t think that just because you have half a dozen things to do for the experiment, that you&#8217;re important. You&#8217;re necessary &#8211; if you don&#8217;t do the work, nobody else will. But you&#8217;re probably not going to get a Nobel for it (if that&#8217;s important to you). Of course, worth is an issue of perception. I know just as many &#8220;data dork&#8221; physicists, armchair jockeys who spend their day mesmerized by their physics analysis work, who discount computational problems as I know computational physicists who see&nbsp; the data dorks as arrogant pricks that think&nbsp; experiments run themselves. Of course, without either the experiment wouldn&#8217;t function, but good luck getting in the middle of that one.<\/p>\n<p>I guess what I am getting at is this: I have to be careful not to think that just because I have all of this &#8220;important&#8221; work to do, that I need to spend every night until 1 am doing it. You gotta take time for yourself, even during conference season (especially during conference season?). The most important thing to remember is another great saying from despair.com: &#8220;Pressure: it can turn a lump of coal into a flawless diamond, or an average person into a perfect basketcase.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p class=\"poweredbyperformancing\">Powered by <a href=\"http:\/\/scribefire.com\/\">ScribeFire<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s summer conference season again. For a lot of us on BaBar, that means a lot of sacrifice. The data keeps coming, and lots of results come with it. A consequence of the &#8220;distracting&#8221; events in Europe is that fewer people seem to be feeling more of the load than ever before. 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